Another Turn of the Screw

For 6 weeks, give or take, I haven’t been working. The contract that I had, for one reason or another, came to an unexpectedly early end and there has been nothing that suits my income-earning skillset available since then.

I am another statistic on the list of victims of these trying economic times.

My skills are particularly niche which they weren’t ten years ago. I have my own theories as to why this is so which conflict with that of most of the companies who have moved away from the software I develop. Most of my theories revolve around the central notion that those companies are all a bunch of idiots who are talking out of their arses. It doesn’t help my situation any though. o get another contract doing what I do at the moment, I’d probably have to move to the US. Or Aberdeen.

Or Belgium.

So I’ve been retraining and setting up a small, freelance web development business which has had a steady trickle of work coming in although not quite enough to cover our household expenses. In the meantime, I’ve been applying for all sorts of jobs, both contract and permanent as has Mrs D. Her prospects, it turns out, are far better than mine.

In some ways, now is the perfect time to think about concentrating on other areas like doing more writing or finding a way into film by whatever means necessary. I’ve already applied for a trainee position via the combined might of Skillset and Screen South although I don’t expect it to come to much and, frankly, what they’ll be paying won’t be anywhere near enough to cover our monthly outgoings. But it’s an opportunity and I’d be foolish to pass it up at this stage.

Once again, I’ve neglected this blog. Once again I’m in the middle of deciding what to do with it. The title, Tabula Rasa, has never been more apt as I stand on the threshold of a new, albeit unexpected, adventure. This is a chance to wipe the slate clean. It might mean putting this blog to bed and starting from scratch (possibly rehashing some of the content here) with a new focus, new direction and a new purpose. Part of that purpose will be making money. I hope you understand the reasons why.

So expect a slew of blog posts in the next couple of days – as ever when I say “don’t know if I’m going to blog here”, I know I’ll end up blogging loads. Might also start twitterittering again but baby steps, hey?

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Genealogy

My aunt has done a lot of work researching the family tree on my dad’s side. When I got married she gave me a framed print out of my direct lineage which went all the way back to the 16th/17th century. (Apparently, my mother’s family tree goes all the way back to the 13th century but I’ve never actually seen it.) It’s kind of interesting in an irrelevant way and I keep thinking that I should find out more about it all but it does seem like a whole lot of work and can turn into an obssession.

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Gone Fishing Seminar: The Short Films

Some thoughts about the 6 films we saw during the Gone Fishing seminar last week, starting with the obvious.

Gone Fishing
Gone Fishing is, in all honesty, a very good film and I really am not just saying that because it was the focus of the seminar or because Chris Jones is a nice guy. I hadn’t seen it before the seminar (although it is part of the online course) so it was a delight to see it for the first time being presented by its creator. It is an absolute gem of the film and there’s so much I can enthuse about. What struck me most of all was how bright it was. It’s unusual to see short films that have been shot on 35mm for obvious cost reasons, especially with the easy access to cheap digital cameras. Gone Fishing really made the most of it though and was absolutely stunning. There’s a slow motion sequence in the middle of the film which is jaw-droppingly magnificent and so evocative that I sat in awe while watching it. I believe the film is going to be available on iTunes before long so I really do encourage you to pay the $2 or whatever and download it because it’s worth it.

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I Love Sarah-Jane

Just to prove that I’m not a totally miserable bastard, here’s a short film about zombies which is, in my ever so humble opinion, totally fucking awesome. This is a director to keep an eye on.

Watch it here

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God-Emperor of City 17

I’ve been holding back from writing this post for a couple of weeks.

If you pick through the fetid archives of this blog, you’ll find circumstantial evidence that I am a big fan of the Half-Life series of games produced by Valve Software. Recently a short film got released onto the intertubes called “Escape From City 17” (and my thanks to Matt for making me aware of it). The film is a live action fan film inspired by the adventures of Gordon Freeman. Within days, it got a huge amount of publicity all over the ‘net and met with a rave reception.

The thing is I don’t actually think it’s that good.

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Leap of faith

I’ve just accepted a new contract in London and am now shitting myself about whether it’s the right decision or not.

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Gone Fishing Seminar: Film Festivals

On Friday morning I signed up for the online version of the Gone Fishing seminar. An hour or so later, I got an email from Chris Jones asking if I was coming to the follow up seminar at Ealing Studios the next day. I declined at first because Saturday already involved other plans but a quick conversation with my wife and a few childcare related phonecalls later and I emailed Chris back saying that I’d be delighted to attend. As I was going to be in London on Saturday morning anyway, it seemed foolish to pass over a networking opportunity. Sometimes you just have to say yes to things and deal with the consequences later.

The seminar mostly focussed on what happened after Gone Fishing had been completed and had it’s premiere at BAFTA last January. Chris Jones’ original goal was to win the Best Live Action Short Film Oscar so as the end point, the steps back from that are quite apparent – enter the appropriate festivals and/or get the film screened to make it eligible. So they took the film to the festival circuit. Chris went through many of the steps he took in order to make the film stand out from a marketing/PR point of view when he sent in a submission as well as covering practical points like what format media is generally required.

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I’m confused – who owns my data?

Just a quick one.

The recent furore regarding Facebook’s ever changing TOS and whether or not they own data you upload to that site coupled with shocked outcry about the story regarding last.fm’s alleged handing over of user listening data to RIAA has got me thinking. All this happened in the same week as much publicised case against The Pirate Bay for matters relating to copyright infringement in which (so I am unreliably informed so feel free to correct me) we are supposed to be supporting those who make a stand against the media conglomerates.

I haven’t got the time (or, to be honest, the energy or inclination) to really research this fully at the moment but there seems to be a mixed message appearing here. Do I gather that it’s okay to share any data as long as it’s not mine? Is it alright to infringe copyrights as long as mine are not?

Or is it simply a case, once again, that people have no fucking idea what they are talking about?

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The Future (Onwards and Upwards)

An extremely exhausting, unexpectedly film related weekend.

After going to the IMAX to see a midnight screening of Blade Runner and subsequenly getting about four hours sleep, I spent Saturday at Ealing Studios attending the second Gone Fishing Masterclass seminar given by Chris Jones (author of “Guerilla Filmmaker’s Handbook”). Chris was the writer, director and creative force behind the short film “Gone Fishing” and was the only British film to make the shortlist of the final ten films in the running for this years Oscars. Unfortunately the film didn’t make the final five which is a shame.

There have been two seminars to date with the first concentrating on the production of the film and the second, last saturday, concentrating on everything that has happened since then – namely festivals and distribution and so on. Some of the content was very practical and some was very anecdotal. We also got a chance to view 5 other short films which were all films that Gone Fishing came up against in Festivals and competitions during the last year (including BAFTA winning “September” and Oscar nominated “New Boy“).

There are a few posts that will come out of this but it’s taking me a while to get my head around it all and consider how everything will apply to my future as a filmmaker. Serious questions have been raised and I’m the only one that can answer them.

Incidentally, Blade Runner was still as glorious and visually magnificent as it’s ever been. It’s over twenty five years since I first saw it and I saw new things that I don’t think I’d ever seen before. Despite portraying a future (that is only 10 years away – where’s my spinner?) where computers still have a 1980’s IBM green screen display, the film has, in many ways, not aged at all.

How was your weekend?

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Seriously! Luke Skywalker had to grind womp rats

Note – this will make more sense if you’ve ever played World of Warcraft or any other MMOG

Joined Channel: [1. General - Dagobah]
[Luke_S] yells: Need hlp wit teh Raise X-Wing q plzzzz
[1. General] [MasterYoda]: It’s a solo quest
[Luke_S] says: I need help plzzz
[1. General] [MasterYoda]: You can solo it. It’s not hard.
[Luke_S] whispers: hlp plz. I tryed but cant doit
To [Luke_S]: It’s a low-level quest – you can do it without trying
[ObiwansGhost] has come online
[Luke_S] whispers: i dunno how. I pay u 1g to hlep me.
To [Luke_S]: Alright. Just this once.
You invite [Luke_S] to join your party
[Luke_S] whispers: thx. Can u gief me weps for Dark Side Cave q too plz?
[Luke_S] has joined your party
[Party] [MasterYoda]: You don’t need weapons for that quest. Just need to talk to mob
[Luke_S] says: I heard u ned to kill mob in Dark Side cav
[Party] [MasterYoda]: No – just need to talk to it.
Luke_S has joined the guild
[Guild] [ObiwansGhost]: Welcome to the guild. Please read all the guild rules at http://www.lastofthejedi.guildhosting.com
To [ObiwansGhost]: WTF? Dude, did you just invite him to the guild?
[ObiwansGhost] whispers: y
To [ObiwansGhost]: He’s a total noob. Doesn’t even know how to raise the X-Wing
[Guild] [Luke_S]: How do i get 2 Bespin?
To [ObiwansGhost]: ./facepalm
[Guild] [ObiwansGhost]: Bespin is a 40-50 zone. You need to level first.
[Guild] [Luke_S]: i ned 2 get 2 Bespin. My mates r there.
To [ObiwansGhost]: gkick him?

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